Worthlessness
2021-08-17

Pointy judgmental eyes stares at me
Distorted notions and suspicion, I see
I hear thoughts that can't be my own
And I wanted to crawl into my phone
Funny how emptiness fills, so much
Colors in the world are out of touch
A giant hole is evolving from inside
Losing grip on reality, I want to hide
A dark cloud follows me everywhere
Paralyzed, and suddenly I don't care
About life, myself, I'm kind of scared
Pain came, hit, I was too unprepared
No connection to who I am anymore
A stranger to myself, it shook my core
Fear of abandonment, I'm in distress
Caught in a feeling of worthlessness