Where Did She Go

You may wonder, where did the happy girl go

Well it seems she disappeared long time ago

I can't figure out how to get her back again

She might have gone into the fog if pain

I don't recognize who I see in the mirror

The reflection in her eyes makes me shiver

She squirms in her own body and mind

Faced by what she thought she'd left behind

The world around her closes as it turns dark

On her skin and heart life has left its mark

Sometimes I wish I could erase my memory

So that I could start all over completely

Hurts how my mind makes me feel worthless

How the pain can lay under the surface

Waiting for the right moment to hit

Apparently, my brain doesn't ever forget