(Un)Known territory

I am holding so tightly on to this dear life

Clutches my fist so the knuckles turn white

I feel sad for the person shown in my mirror

Her smile is fake and has eyes full of terror

I draw stripes where the knife should've been

Cutting through the pale, thin and soft skin

It won't be enough for voices to disappear

But at least it will make sure I'll stay here

In demons' claws I can't move or break loose

I fall into their trap, I'm way too easy to seduce

The world once seemed so warm and colorful

Then it all changed, thoughts got too powerful

Is it even worth it to go hunting for new colors?

I've only tried to peek through the thick shutters

Pain feels familiar even though its unhealthy

I'm afraid to step out into an unknown territory