Reality?

My brain transforms fiction into reality

Turn my world around and pulls tricks on me

My mind must be wired to self-destruction

But haven't mental instability become modern

Demons has lived so long inside my head

By this time, they should have paid rent

When it gets quiet inside my head, I'll wait

When it lasts long, I get genuinely afraid

Real life and make believe are intertwined

I think it melted together and now combined

At times I don't know if I'm sleeping or awake

For once can't I just get even a short break