Overthinking

One thing I'm good at is overthinking

Might be why I'm afraid of living

Life's train spins fast on its tracks

I get too anxious, I pull the breaks

Stands in the middle of two forces

The willing to live and fear of losses

A heart with cracks, full of sorrow

I look at my life through a window

Seek comfort by the chain on my neck

I hold on to it when I become a wreck

I can't stop overthinking it's what I do

Terrified of the unknown, wish I knew

I've learned that's not how life works

Spent my life on an impossible search

Where did it lead me, what was it for?

A haunted mind who am I, anymore?