Only goal

I might not know how it feels to be shot

But I'm sure I have a bullet in my heart

I get paralyzed and my body feels numb

I search for a trail to where it came from

I believe my brain is like a hording saver

Collecting things to use against me later

I go back to when it all was a playground

Back to when my own will wasn't bound

I miss when I was too young to understand

This madness has got too much out of hand

Every day I wake up to another nightmare

The demons I compare to a hungry bear

I try to pretend that everything's fine

And I'm the only one who knows I'm lying

Small knifes of thoughts cuts in my soul

To get through this alive is my only goal