One more chance

Hate the way I still remember the past

Glued to the floor just seeing it run fast

All my life I have tried so hard to fit in

Guess it's not every game I have to win

My heart breaks when they say I'm strong

Just want to tell them, I can barely hold on

Why is it that hard to get the words out

Wish I could just scream them out loud

My life runs through my fingers like sand

Hope flew away and now it feels so distant

I'm not strong, I'm crawling on my knees

My mind is locked I'm looking for the keys

I'm done trying to adapt into the "rules"

Now I'm the conductor, using my own tools

Determined to give life one more chance

On one condition, I'm creator of the plans