Nothing to lose

Hear them knocking and I wonder

What if I welcomed the thunder?

Everything inside is screaming

The thoughts in me are deceiving

I'm deluded, they speak the truth

Convinced I've nothing to lose

Fight back, I wrestle with them

I always leave the battle, numb

Stands in rain, with no umbrella

Feel drops, staring at the stellar

I've got to fight for every breath

The only keeping me from death