Live or die

Not a thing has changed, I'm still stuck

Prisoned by a thrive consuming smog

Like the globe, I turn in a slow rotation

Back and forth, non-evolving circulation

Same as always, creatures live and die

I get so empty, I can forget how to cry

Still haven't found the reason I'm here

But I'll still search, for those I've dear

Some say that a part of life, is dying

Only me, who see a fault in that saying

How do they just carry on after a loss?

Was there a path that I didn't cross?

Maybe my mistake is, I think too much

Believe me I tried to give them a nudge

No matter what I'm stuck in thoughts

I squirl, but all it does is tied up knots