Life is lonely

What do I do when hope has left

When life is lonely, it's all hopeless

I doubt I'd ever enjoy to it's fullest

I'd feel guilty, if I did dudge that bullet

Holding onto life with my fingernails

I hear thoughts judge when I inhales

Life throws rocks at my fragile shield

How did the mind become a battlefield

Me against me, how did that happen

A war inside, an enemy I didn't imagine

How do I get out alive from this chaos

I've tried it all, even work on my pathos

Fighting my demons didn't quite work

And giving in, sort of made it all worse

What do I do, to get out of a toxic spiral

When life lose meaning, I've reached final