Kid of the night

I am a kid of the night, used to darkness
A mind kept in the cold, but not heartless
Dancing in the rain, drops hit my palm
Poison sink in my skin, but I keep calm
I haven't encountered all my torments
I have learnt happiness comes with rents
Addicted to pain, it feels like home to me
Good times in life, that's what I find scary
It's a trap, luring me to lower my defense
Makes it easy to twist my common sense
Not paranoid, but I've learnt from mistakes
Tired of picking up pieces when it breaks
This isn't a life with joy, I miss out on that
A heart crushed by what I could have had
Try to comprehend the price of being alive
I believe this is the only way I can survive
A kid of the night, destined to live in dark
Walking slow, leaving an invisible mark
Search for kids like me, to transpire
Come and let's put the night on fire