Imaginary fantasy

My mum told me I was never bored
I always had a lot of fantasy stored
Known for my imaginary fantasy
I created a world to escape reality
It became my coping mechanism
Against life that felt like a prison
From a destiny I couldn't define
In the shadows, sun barely shine
I miss that innocent dancing kid
An unworried soul, torn bit by bit
I relapse in fantasy when I need
A break from the demon's heat
Creating a new world for myself
Where I put worries on a shelf
Dance around on a green field
Where demons are concealed
A mind full of a joyful rhythm
Where the cruel truth is hidden
Until life brutally drag me back
To myself, an emotional wreck
Wouldn't survive without fantasy
A safe space to forget being me
Sadly, fantasy can grow old too
Adult fantasy is a demon zoo