I'm not here

There're days I don't want to live

And I don't want to feel anything

Let the wind blew out my mind

Carry away wander memories

Take me to a place no one's been

Where I'm not me, but finally free

Dance in rain, get myself soaked

Swim in the river of my own tears

Walk on edge of my own existence

Throw burden in a grave I've dug

Stare into nothing, it stares back

I'm not here, I've nowhere to be

Life impaled a spear in my heart

I see myself through my thoughts

Beware unknown times is coming

Admire the fire that's still burning