I just watch

Thought It'll return, but it doesn't

I was a happy kid, until I wasn't

Since life turned its back on me

My feelings began to get weary

Apathetic, I suddenly feel nothing

Consistently think, I lost something

Waited most a life for tomorrows

Fought the years, emotions froze

I don't believe things gets better

It's not that life will ever be easier

Opposite, I've to learn to pretend

I know that it'll pop-up in the end

Don't misunderstand, I still fight

I'm hesitant, those demons bite

Can't change life, no matter what

Not writing the script, I just watch