I feel you

I feel your eyes on me even if you don't look
Like you are looking at an old and dirty book
I feel you steal my joy 'till my smile is fake
Every time I overthink every move I make
I feel you fooling me to believe it's all true
Now I shiver even by the thought of you
I feel you and know you're the evil behind
Wondering how you got into my mind
I feel you as if you were damn real to me
I fear for the next you want me to see
I feel your cold hands around my chest
You press the air out of my lungs I've got left
I feel you breathing down my neck
I know you criticize every step I take
I feel you sneak thoughts into my head
I'm gasping trying to catch my breath
I feel you whispering into my ear
You've got the control over my fear
I feel you erase all 'till I only see you
So, I vanish and forget who I am too