Grief

My vitals tell me that I'm still alive

In my mind, I've been dead for awhile

I grief like after a loss of a loved one

Grieved long before the death begun

Before I knew about grief and death

Ever since I took my very first breath

I've felt like something was missing

For that one thing I've been waiting

But still my waiting has been in vain

Everything I've found came with pain

Nothing that could erase pain inside

No solutions to push the grief aside