Grave

Got one foot in my self dug grave

The other on top trying to be brave 

Sinking in, my foot slides of the ground 

Calling for me, with a known sound 

Falling onto the skeletons I buried 

Dragged by hands of the pain i carried 

I thought I could escape from it all 

But instead I dug myself a deeper fall 

I believe i've been living on a lie 

I grieve what i left behind to die 

 Ghosts of what died still haunts me 

Water in my river is always muddy 

If thinking was a contest i won an award 

Every damn day, I beat my own record 

Pulling splinters of my bleeding heart 

From life's bat that nearly tore it apart 

I dug my own grave thinking i escaped 

Though memories of pain were saved 

Underground I dug tunnels, to hide pain 

Whats below surface will appear again