Fine

Fine, let's pretend nothing is wrong

It's all okay, I just have to be strong

Does it matter what i say, do they care?

I haven't moved in hours i just sit and stare

I called for help, why is it so hard to find

I don't trust anyone, not even my mind

If it isn't fear, then self-hatred or suicide

There's just nowhere in my mind to hide

Feels like i haven't had time for a breath

Never really cared for my mental health

If younger me knew what future hold

I probably wouldn't have turned this old

I still wonder how the hell i managed

To live with a soul so damn damaged

At moments i regret i let it come this far

For most of time, I feel like a falling star