Fear

I cringe when fear screams at me

Screaming things that i'd never be

Drown when demons pull me under

Am I weak or do they grow stronger

As i sense strength in me fading

The voices inside are still debating

I'm a spectator waiting on a solution

They never listen to my contribution

I lost the control years ago to fear

And it deprives me to shed a tear

It settled in deep in my system

Me and my mind seem so distant

Like two different things in one

Steered by the thought's spun

Fear build a room within my brain

And covered walls with my pain