Endured

My life wasn't formed the way it was meant to

Don't get me wrong I love my family dearly, I do

All I mean is it would be nice not to battle my mind

Telling how I feel is like describing colors to a colorblind

What I've undergone in my life hasn't all been bad

But I wish I could appreciate the life that I've had

Without being reminded of what makes me cringe

If only I could get one day where I don't flinch

I don't complain, seek pity or a way to be cured

I'm just trying to make sense of what I've endured

To sort out the memories that does me no good

I thought I was fine but now I miss my childhood

It might be unrealistic to make peace with it all

But if it gets hard at least I know who I can call

I met someone I could relate to, who's comparable

An anchor I can hold on to when life gets unbearable