Darkening

I felt it coming for years but I ignored it

Didn't give it attention, but then it hit

Thought I'd leave it behind back then

I guess I should've kept an eye on them

I broke piece by piece without noticing

The further, the more it was darkening

I was naïve, turned my back to a demon

While holes in my soul was deepen

Realized way too late, what's going on

Damages is what I now stumble upon

I'm a fool, thought I'd mend my heart

Who am I? it tore my identity apart

People told me life isn't going to be fair

I didn't realize what depth that lies there

I'm walking through a war zone in me

Dead inside, life has killed me deeply

Watching my ashes fall on the ground

Flames burn entirely everything around

This place seems to be a bomb crater

Which way to go out of this disaster