A part of me

You're my best friend and my worst enemy

Letting go of you is like removing a part of me

You are whom I search for comfort in the rain

Also, the one who brings me the most pain

People tell me to lose you is the right thing to do

But they don't get that in a way I need you

You are my devil sitting on my shoulder

Always been sitting there as I got older

You make sure there's never a quiet moment

You're always ready with a cruel comment

I know it's crazy to hold on to what's ruining me

But I just don't know how to make them see

That you have been the only one I could trust

Even though you turned the happy me into dust

You've turned my soul into a fading flame

And my mind into an impossible game

Still you're a part of me I hold on to

You've been here in all I've been through

Say goodbye is what I know should be done

It will be like a big piece of me is gone